Frustrations and Revelations

Learning a New Perspective

Today I found myself feeling:

I am so mad! Garrrrr, Urgg Arrgggg!!

No one cares enough, why aren`t people gentler and more accepting.

Where the hell am I suppose to go now?

Why don`t I feel strong and loved and right.

I hate this

I am frustrated, I am sad and hurt. I am tired.

I feel Hopeless.

I feel distant from Kiel, I feel distant from everyone

 I guess I feel distant from myself.

I'm frustrated that I don't know what to do next. I'm impatient. 

I want more awareness, I want answers. I miss home.

I just want to go home and sleep for a while. I miss my true accepting family.

I miss me. 

I sigh heavily, my chest is weight-full,

My eyes are tired.

and Kiel comes to comfort me,

and Loves Me, 

I am blessed. 

I Love Me.

I Am. 

Grateful. An Indigo child. A Lover. Sensitive. Accepted. I accept myself and everything I wish to do.

I make the best decisions for me. And I trust myself.

I am here, and everything I'm here for is for the better of my Soul.

I am grateful to be here, on earth. I am thank full for being Awake and Alive.

I am receiving the answers, they are already here.

I have all the awareness and direction I need, and I am open to them. I am receiving more and more awareness and direction with each coming second.

It is good to feel lost... because it proves you have a navigational sense of where "Home" is. You know that a place that feels like being found exists. And maybe your current location isn't that place but, Hallelujah, that unsettled, uneasy feeling of lost-ness just brought you closer to it. ~Erika Harris