I wait

I wait,
for him to come home
for something to excite me
for light to creep on in

I wait,
to listen to my inner voice
to hear the voice
to trust myself enough

I wait,
for summer to come again
the sun to shine close and warm
the waves to crash in my ears

I wait,
for things to change
for money to somehow build
for us to get ourselves together

I wait,
to get ahead
to eat the foods my body craves
to give myself what I need

I wait,
for this, for that
for me, for you

I wait to wait again

I wait again and again
endlessly